You know what I hate the most … I hate it when I become close to people, make bonds / friendships then they go off get a “girlfriend” / “boyfriend” or they get “married” even the ones who “move away” they start to forget about you & even ignore you… Just because they found their “other half” bull crap. When you try to talk to them eh you’re just not that important to get back too…that’s how it feels anyway , I know you fell in love or at least “think” your in love. Thought you had it better than that with them that it would never change your friendship with them and that you would never lose that bond but you did . What do they think I’ll just do the same as them forget -move on find my “other half” ?… well damn , I’m different … I know I’m annoying , a tad clingy at times, loud sometimes, highly narcissistic, broad sense of humor, no filter….weird … but that’s what made them like me in the first place , or that’s at least what I thought . I guess I will just have to get over it , its one of the most hardest thing I ever do an go through, & it hurts. As much as I say “I’m fine, fuck it”… inside I’m devastated, hurt … can’t believe I wasn’t really as important to them as I thought I was …the many times I dropped everything just to help someone never thinking of a payback…. then when I need someone no one is there … well I can’t say that its my own fault really I never really tell people shit about me , its hard to. I may be conceited shallow narcissistic but I really don’t like talking about me -I like looking at me… I’m a listener not a talker.
The fact that Sir Patrick Stewart and Sir Ian Mckellen are best friends in real life makes me so happy
|—||Roseanne Barr (via jesussbabymomma)|
Just a quick edit because the older Panic! feels are strong right now man.
(did I mention that I love the background music on every song on this entire album because I love the background music on every song on this entire album)
do you ever get sad over something that happened a long time ago because i do
YES SAURON, LORD OF MORDOR, WILL HAVE THE HERB CRUSTED SALMON FILET PLEASE.
AND THIS IS SAURON’S CHEAT DAY SO SAURON WILL TREAT HIMSELF TO THE CHOCOLATE RASPBERRY TRUFFLE CHEESECAKE.
SAURON DESERVES IT.
comic about how I’ve been feeling recently